Other things that I’ve read or maybe thought… the broker is playing me bad, or the market is crazy and more nonsense statements.
The absolute truth about the market is that it´s always right, period.
Another thing that I’ve learnt is that probably all new traders (including myself) are right almost every time, but at the wrong moment.
So it’s time to another step back and analysis. By now, this is the graph Balance vs Equity since my last deposit.

Not a good performance. That’s why I’ve started this blog. Because I didn’t keep a record of my trades, I didn’t learn anything from them.
Right now my last position closed with a lost of -17usd so my balance/equity is 1428.02usd since February 23rd.
Since then, I didn´t trade anymore till I feel that I´m ready, which it´s not soon.